I've lost my Mojo and want it back. In fact, I need it back. I am not sure when or how I lost it, but it's been gone for a long time and I don't even know if I can get it back, no matter how hard I try.
My Mojo was my determination. My Mojo landed me the dream job at Sony Music. My Mojo brought me Pearl Jam. My Mojo was my secret weapon to meeting Eddie Vedder. My Mojo allowed me to do what I wanted and when I wanted.
I don't have that control anymore. I feel like I am just drifting through life without any power or control. I feel trapped and stuck and I promised myself I would never let that happen. I used to take my life by storm and if I were afraid, I would feel the fear and do it anyway. I didn't care, I just did it.
I don't know what happened but my Mojo is gone, baby gone. If I am going to get out of this fog then I need it back. I need it to get me out of this terrible situation I am in. I need it to get me out of insurance. I need it to get me out of this apartment and I need it to take my life back.
How do I find it? Where do I look? HOW, how, HoW? Do I need to reach an all time low like in the Rocky movies and fight my way to the top? I wish I had the answer. I wish I could find my MoJo as I need it real bad right now. Mojo, please come home.
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